April.
what?
it's all a conspiracy. there's no way its April 2010. September 2009 was only a few weeks ago.
true story
xx
-S
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
Please, won't you educate me?
Gah.
School. Is going to.
KILL.
Me.
Man oh man its such a love hate thing with school. I love learning and wouldn't want to not be in school but I hate every minute of being here and in this library! Ugh so terrible! I've been super discouraged these past few weeks cause I have actually been failing things, and I've never actually failed something. Not a quiz, or a lab.. or paper.. and I failed a midterm last week. It was one of the hardest things ever. It just makes you feel so useless and like.. useless. It sucks cause I studied a lot too and just... failed. Brutal. So many of us students are trying so hard just to make it. It's a battle, literally. Cause sometimes you can try and try and it's just not enough and it makes you wonder how much harder you actually need to try and so you try that much harder but seldom do better. Its discouraging... and a sucky feeling to say the least. I know I am ranting, sorry. I'm lame. But seriously to all my fellow students out there-- keep your head up! Dont give up and I think thats the key... just persevere. Cause really, what else are you gonna do? Quit? And just let all you've already sacrificed go down the drain? No way man! Keep at it. That's what I am going to try and do.
I want these 2 months to be over NOW but I know that they will be soon enough and that scares me cause there is so much that needs to be packed into my brain before then. YIKES!
I'm nervous. Really nervous. Like a nervous wreck.
Somebody pray for me!
I'm going crazy. Insane in the membrane.
Okay, lol I am officially losing it. Back to chem!
XOXOX
-S
School. Is going to.
KILL.
Me.
Man oh man its such a love hate thing with school. I love learning and wouldn't want to not be in school but I hate every minute of being here and in this library! Ugh so terrible! I've been super discouraged these past few weeks cause I have actually been failing things, and I've never actually failed something. Not a quiz, or a lab.. or paper.. and I failed a midterm last week. It was one of the hardest things ever. It just makes you feel so useless and like.. useless. It sucks cause I studied a lot too and just... failed. Brutal. So many of us students are trying so hard just to make it. It's a battle, literally. Cause sometimes you can try and try and it's just not enough and it makes you wonder how much harder you actually need to try and so you try that much harder but seldom do better. Its discouraging... and a sucky feeling to say the least. I know I am ranting, sorry. I'm lame. But seriously to all my fellow students out there-- keep your head up! Dont give up and I think thats the key... just persevere. Cause really, what else are you gonna do? Quit? And just let all you've already sacrificed go down the drain? No way man! Keep at it. That's what I am going to try and do.
I want these 2 months to be over NOW but I know that they will be soon enough and that scares me cause there is so much that needs to be packed into my brain before then. YIKES!
I'm nervous. Really nervous. Like a nervous wreck.
Somebody pray for me!
I'm going crazy. Insane in the membrane.
Okay, lol I am officially losing it. Back to chem!
XOXOX
-S
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