where did ya come from, where did ya go

It's been QUITE the year! woaaah, and its been months since I've been on here.
For what its worth, I've missed it!

This has been one of the craziest years of my life thus far. I've been on such a wild ride.. and its been good... ?!

I say that after being so miserable while getting on and staying on, but I think now I'm learning how* to be on the ride. There's a difference between going somewhere consciously and unconsciously. When you're conscious your chances of thinking straight and making some logical decisions are more likely than when you're unconscious of it all.

I think this post is a reflection. A reflection of where I came from, behind me in previous posts. And a reflection of where I'm going, the posts ahead of this one to come.

Scared? Absolutely.
Excited? Not really.

Ready? Hands down!

-S