THS

So.... I realized today that I suffer from a rare cardiovascular disorder.
Tender- Heart- Syndrome.

Now, any Health Sci student will tell you that syndrome and disorder are different for a few reasons, the primary one being that syndrome just has so many more symptoms and effects on different areas whereas disorder is slightly more precise. With that said, I am going to try and give out a proper diagnoses for THS and hopefully if you guys have it you will do the right thing... (jump off a bridge cause TSH SUCKS!) hahaha NO! JK! Please don't even entertain the possibility of suicide. Atleast consult with me first. Anyway, the signs and symptoms of THS are as follows:

-an achy breaky heart
-over thinking everything
-having your heart in a million pieces on the floor on a weekly/monthly basis
-making huge deals out of non-existant-in-the-first-place deals
-being up at 3am blogging
-wondering 'whatifwhatifwhatif' till you have cardiac arrest
-endless debates with yourself regarding whether or not you should say it
-making yourself vunerable without realizing it
-hurting when it really shouldnt
-caring too much and being unable to understand why they dont care as much as you do
-being stuck on something you really should have let go AGES ago
-being stuck on a piece of crap boy that you really should have let go ages ago

do I sound like a psycho woman or does someone feel me?
UUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

There is something wrong with me, I know it. Just, just dont judge me.
If you suffer from TSH, there is no cure. Your life is doomed and you will be stuck in reverse forever. You can be hopeless and miserable all you want. Congrats. (hahahahha- oh the optimism in that paragraph)

FrigmyLIFE

But if there is one thing I've learned, it's that I have a fierce heart-- and I need to have the courage to follow it at all costs.



Stuck.
-S